Listening to: B.A.P - Goodbye
Watching: Game shows. >__>
Playing: Wii Fit Plus
I just can't imagine myself being a mother no matter how much my mom always talks about me being married in the future. I know it seems normal for a lot of people to say that and then they probably have a child in the future, but I'm being absolutely serious about it when I say that I don't want kids.
Well...first off, even though I love kids to death, I'm just not good with kids. I'm always afraid that I'll hurt their feelings if I say something or if I even say "no" to them. And then it just makes me feel like a complete asshole.
They're also a big responsibility. I know you may call me crazy when I say this, but in my defense, I feel like I know what responsibilities will come my way if I ever do end up taking care of a child, but I don't feel like I'll ever be ready to take on those responsibilities.
Not to mention that because of my AS and its heredity, there's almost an 85% chance that my child will end up being bullied and I'm scared that I won't know what to do.
Yeah...that's just how I feel. I don't have anything against kids, because I love them...but I can't imagine myself with a child.